looking forward

New Year's Resolution is a commitment that an individual reforms a habit, often a lifestyle change which is advantageous to oneself. Moving on from there, goals, dreams, wish list naturally evolves.

On the flip side, the dialogues exchanged between people includes, “Times are so bad now lar, duno when I am going to lose my job sial!”, “Unhappy with my work leh, but cannot resign, hiring are frozen in many company”.

Life plateau exponentially(oxymoron) after I stepped into this phase of life. I have practically nothing to looking forward to at all. Nothing to sweep me off my feet in the coming 2009. Pay rise promised eons ago was frozen, promotion can’t happen when many are laid off at this economy crisis, without cash, nothing much can be done. No goals, no wish no hope this coming year. Or in fact, no reason to have one at all. Or, no motivation to even think about it. 

Marching into a platitudinous year... :(

安靜了

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡

夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮

卻成了 單人結婚進行曲

在這場愛情角力的拔河裡 

愛我還是愛你

你選擇了自己

撒嬌的 可愛的 女人的 愛哭的

照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的

如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

分開是一種解脫　讓你好好的想過

我想要的那片天空　你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口

我們各自苦痛

什麼是我最后溫柔

是因為我太愛你

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡

夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮

安靜了 在我整夜的夢裡

我知道相愛原本就不容易

愛不是一加一

努力就有結局

撒嬌的 可愛的 迷人的 愛哭的

照片裡 曾經的都是愛著你的

臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

分開是一種解脫　讓你好好的想過

我想要的那片天空　你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼

分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑

愛情是一道傷口

我們各自苦痛

什麼是我最后溫柔

是因為我太愛你

Spence say Merry Christmas to all!!

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas 

Just like the ones I used to know 

Where the treetops glisten, 

and children listen 

To hear sleigh bells in the snow 

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas 

With every Christmas card I write 

May your days be merry and bright 

And may all your Christmases be white 

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas 

With every Christmas card I write 

May your days be merry and bright 

And may all your Christmases be white

sick and psyco

I'm going crazy soon. Having a bad flu bug and having bizarre dreams all night. Sub-consciously thinking about work every night, and feeling rather uptight. It's so not funny! I guess, I'm really stressed out.

yeah!

He's back...

I'm glad...

shag

super shag

uber shag...

day 6

Got a book from chiro. Can't believe my silly boy actually plant it there. 

Was still contemplating whether should I turn up for chiro this morning, well, it's all fate..

Thanks for the lovely book bubs.. and.. I'm currently reading the story u love the most.. 

How about day 5?

Everyday is a great surprise.. And everyday just gets better..

On the letter read: "I dunch want to tell you the surprise today"

It puzzles me... I thought, maybe he has ran out of ideas. Just give him a break la! haha

When sat down on my table, the phone rang..

Recep: ver0n, please come down and pick up your flowers?

me: huh? what?

Does this ring a bell?
and now, this...

Thanks for your sweet thoughts.

you never fail to surprise me everyday and whats more important, you never fail to make me fall in love with you over and over again..

I already cannot describe how much I've fallen in love with you.. 

This is the most amazing feeling that I've ever have in my life..

And you are the bearer of it.. And I will definitely treasure you.. because I also want you to be the happiest, luckiest, most loved, blissful man in this world.

Love you to bits my BBBB!