seen... heard...

from the geomancer. now.. it's how much I seek his advice vs how much I hope to pray it won't happen.

fingers crossed.. pure blind faith. and the faith in us..

in his house, his room, all alone

as he is away burying himself in 52 pieces of cards and some chips, i am typing away on my apple on his bed. didn't wan to knock myself out despite the heavy eye lids because I don't want to wake up early in the morning with a growling stomach and still have to wait for him to be awake.

hence still contemplating whether should I indulge myself in some TV series, sims or my comic.

Alas! good night world!

overdrive...

at work for the past 3 weeks. Preparing for a campaign which would only be launched in Oct. This is supposedly the largest campaign for M@ackers this year and I was kinda given this chance to be part of it. Was appointed this role definitely not by chance. Shan't go into details.

Stayed with bubs for the past one week because of suspected H1N1 family from Hong Kong. On the way back yesterday, he pranced on this question, "so do you miss home?". The immediate reply was,"nope". why??

The moment I step foot into the familiar cold tiles, i heard screams, cries, lecturing, basically, noise. This explains my perceptual habit of locking myself behind brown door and hoping to stay away from the high decibels. I have resorted to purchasing ear plugs so that I can sleep well, clear the computer from my room so that no one now has a reason to enter my room. But alas, the next thing I discover was this unfamiliar looking perfume bottle sitting in my cosmetic tray. For a moment, I thought my brother was so sweet to get me a new bottle from DFS, but before I decided to drown myself in the fragrance, I decided to ask her. "ohhh, that's mine.. I decided to put it there because whenever I spray this in my room, the kids would wake up in the morning, I'll picked it up later and put it back in my room."

1. the house is so big, WHY do you have to choose to do it in MY room?

2. Why aren't that "selfish" act haunting you at all? Before I know it, she came into my room this morning and started spraying herself when I was still sleeping.

When I step foot home in evening I saw the transparent bottle staring at me!

Why?? Why can't I just have my own space. Moving the computer out of my room is after a long train of discussion and begging with my brother. Why is it so difficult?

Who is to blame? No one but myself. Why don't I earn enough money to rent a space somewhere. I just need some peace & rest after a hectic day at work. This place is ultimately his. And I should be grateful enough for him to provide me with this shelter and without paying a cent. Yes I am grateful, that is why I never made any request but kept my mums until my patience finally hit the ceiling. Thus insisted in the shifting of the computer out of my room.

Staying with bubs is not primarily emotionally pleasant. Ultimately, I am no one to him. And staying with him occasionally is only a temporary solution to gain some quality rest over the weekend. But still, thanks for accommodating me.

I'm bewildered with my life. I hope I reach a turning point soon.

I wish.. I hope...

mummy's birthday too

at lawry's... fantastic beeef!

a definite whirlwind of emotions

on a bubsy day...

it ranges from....

a relaxing day out in the sun

accompanied by a chilly cold beer

an unexpected appearance of your friends on a supposedly just the two of us dinner...

a shitty cake surprise.. literally... to denote a "love to shit" you...

a great pressie to pair up the shit with.. toilet roll...

completely aghast!

indulgence in the shit...

with me!

the bearer of the cakes.. jamesy boi and brother wee

check out the "flies", chilli and vegetable remnants.

I almost puke my dinner out at the sight of it..

does the piece of white toilet paper smeared with the "cake" resembles anything?

my turn to surprise him...

yeah! he loved it!

with compliments of accomplist... da jie.. jamesy, alvin & wee..

smashing of plates on the floor as esmiralda allows..

cool bits..

ended our night at old firestation; gastronmia if I'm not wrong...

the last surprise..

toilet paper wrapped evo! totally unglam..

yes.. the usual suspects..

Hope you love this wonderful birthday put together.

Happy 27th Birthday bb bubs!!

bubsy day

I am so excited to spend the next 2 bubsy day with you... I just can't wait.. I'm so excited...

yawn...

I'm crippled without Microsoft Office in office. The IT guys are updating my office 2007 and in the meantime, I'm officially "jobless".

Find no reason to blog these days.. work is mundane... life is mundane.. Only looking forward to the 12 Jul 09. To many might know, I'm meeting my geomancer then. to determine what lies ahead of me.. my work, my life and my future with you.. So in the meantime, everything is on hold..

many might question, hey you! Thought you have always been a christian, why into this? I reckon that my only point of argument would be; I see geomancy in a form of science as it doesn't have any religious content within. I'm a science student, some things I do question, some things I gave it the benefit of the doubt. so yeps, I do believe in geomancy.

Why this decision?

Well, let's just say, life has not been running smoothly for the past 2 years other than my love life. so.. I question..

What would I be asking for the good half an hour, maybe I could take this time to brainstorm since I have nothing better to do. Was too busy at home these days with my newly found love; mac book and thus many installations follow suit. keke.. I heart it to bits!

hmmm...

1. whether can I start a biz?

2. if so, when would be the best time?

3. any prospects in my current career?

4. when I should get married?

5. when should I get a house?

yeps, until then, I would have more direction in life!