a definite whirlwind of emotions

on a bubsy day...

it ranges from....

a relaxing day out in the sun

accompanied by a chilly cold beer

an unexpected appearance of your friends on a supposedly just the two of us dinner...

a shitty cake surprise.. literally... to denote a "love to shit" you...

a great pressie to pair up the shit with.. toilet roll...

completely aghast!

indulgence in the shit...

with me!

the bearer of the cakes.. jamesy boi and brother wee

check out the "flies", chilli and vegetable remnants.

I almost puke my dinner out at the sight of it..

does the piece of white toilet paper smeared with the "cake" resembles anything?

my turn to surprise him...

yeah! he loved it!

with compliments of accomplist... da jie.. jamesy, alvin & wee..

smashing of plates on the floor as esmiralda allows..

cool bits..

ended our night at old firestation; gastronmia if I'm not wrong...

the last surprise..

toilet paper wrapped evo! totally unglam..

yes.. the usual suspects..

Hope you love this wonderful birthday put together.

Happy 27th Birthday bb bubs!!

bubsy day

I am so excited to spend the next 2 bubsy day with you... I just can't wait.. I'm so excited...

yawn...

I'm crippled without Microsoft Office in office. The IT guys are updating my office 2007 and in the meantime, I'm officially "jobless".

Find no reason to blog these days.. work is mundane... life is mundane.. Only looking forward to the 12 Jul 09. To many might know, I'm meeting my geomancer then. to determine what lies ahead of me.. my work, my life and my future with you.. So in the meantime, everything is on hold..

many might question, hey you! Thought you have always been a christian, why into this? I reckon that my only point of argument would be; I see geomancy in a form of science as it doesn't have any religious content within. I'm a science student, some things I do question, some things I gave it the benefit of the doubt. so yeps, I do believe in geomancy.

Why this decision?

Well, let's just say, life has not been running smoothly for the past 2 years other than my love life. so.. I question..

What would I be asking for the good half an hour, maybe I could take this time to brainstorm since I have nothing better to do. Was too busy at home these days with my newly found love; mac book and thus many installations follow suit. keke.. I heart it to bits!

hmmm...

1. whether can I start a biz?

2. if so, when would be the best time?

3. any prospects in my current career?

4. when I should get married?

5. when should I get a house?

yeps, until then, I would have more direction in life!

many may wonder

Why the above image?

I've just cut my hair.. nuff said...

Patience is running out

Something out of the topic header, I bought myself a mac..

This is the best thing that I pampered myself with since many years with a low pay check. (not that I've gotten myself promotion of any sorts)

Wasn't able to satisfy my gadget craving for the longest time, hence decided to indulge in something which I've been wishing for since a year ago.. At least something to make me happy..

I guess, this leads on to my unhappiness...

Why after so many years am I still struggling with a pay check of $2ish.. why?

I guess I am losing it soon...

I hear say from my colleague, I would be with this pay check for at least another year from now!

I can't believe this.. I've enough.. 3 years of waiting.. I guess, it's time to put a stop to it.

Don't be surprise to catch me selling kuay chap off a heartlander kopi tiam.. I will not hold myself back anymore. Enough is enough..

till I see the geomancer, i would plan ahead.

I'm tired.. really tired of hoping, trying, and giving my all with no returns.. Very tired...

Happy 10 months Anniversary

I would like to wish my baby bubs; Happy 10 Months Anniversary.

Honestly, we been through a lot.

We came to understand each other a lot.

We didn't have a lot of fights because you have always been very patient with me.

and most importantly...

We still love each other a lot!

I love you bubs! soo much. Beyond words of description.

You are the man I would want to spend the rest of my life with. No one else.

a PIPE!

I was gunned for a scope in Changi Hospital last Friday. It was an experience that I never wanted to go through EVER AGAIN!

Have been having an aching tummy with no appetite. No I'm not PREGNANT to many who suspects! duh~

Was prompt for a scope in Changi Hospital by my family doctor and I know at that point, this time it's not funny!

Made an appointment and march my way to the hospital.

Honestly, I was petrified when I came to know that a scope is required. Bubs took a half day just to accompany to the hospital. bb.. you have no idea how much this meant to me.

Was placed on semi conscious after I was pushed into this theatre of lights, nurses and doctors all staring at me. A houseman warned me of all possible risks with this mini operation before I was pushed it. At that moment, I clenched my teeth and told bubs how frightened I was.

I saw the PIPE [1.5cm diameter] that is to be stuck down my throat hanging off the machine just before I knocked off. Before I saw the last of lights, I was asleep. They mounted a black cloth in front of my eyes. As I was not on full anastesia, I can still peered through the little hole and see what are they doing to me.

I can feel the tube still stuck in my throat till today.

And I'm disappearing soon. I still have no appetite.

Thanks bubs for being there for me all the time. I love you..